Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Inside out, Upside down

Yeah... season's they are a-changing. September winds down as October stares us down like a mad dog tied-up too long. "You want some of this?" October asks with a skirmish, shit-eating grin, as if it knows so much more than meets the eye. I want to be hopeful, eager to take-on what I can, how, where & with whoever I need or with whomever needs me. Yet, as I reflect on the circle and cycle of life... It's no secret our tiny little planet suffers from it's own short sightedness and hostility toward too many & too much with too little regard for life and the absolute need for respect in every direction. One wonders if we got the chance to start all over again, wipe the slate clean from our own self-destructive tendencies... how long it would take to f**k things up again?

If we could look inside all the tender hearts so bent, bruised and broken... if we could somehow figure-out a way to correct, perhaps recircuit the billions of corrupt & brittle brainwaves humans have to try to function with due to being mistreated for too long a time, then maybe all of humankind malnutritioned for respect, recognition and a place to retreat to would be once and for all, upright, stand tall and better equipped to face the world, get on with life and all it's challenges... with a peaceful heart, uncluttered by darkness and despair.

It's all relative I suppose. So simple it's stupid. It goes back to or is it reaches up to the heights and heavens of our potential as part of the tree of life that is the human species. With our ability to reason, to love, to show compassion how far, fast and hard does one have to fall, how long can we wallow in the dregs of existence before we get it right? It is not too late to make necessary adjustments to our own attitude. One kind gesture at a time, a speck more pause before flying off the handle with someone, something, a situation that will pass one way or another. It takes the heart of a lion and the patience of a nursing lamb to get a hold of yourself, settle down, see the light of day before blindly jumping into the blackness of our instincts but it is doable, most desirable and deserves much more attention than the offensiveness that we humans have gotten too comfortable with and seem to be acquiring more of a tolerance for. It is within our scope to make individual as well as collective changes. As fast as a heart beat, as quickly as the eye blinks... one moment, one word or simple act of kindness at a time. With our amazing capacity to create or recreate a gentle, uplifting, life changing shift for the better, in a positive right-side-up, inside out way.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Pac-Man

Didn't I just see you the other day... all beautiful, half dressed and fabulous as ever? Don't get me wrong, you know I love to see you. Tonight your playing games with me.. Is it me, an optical illusion or just my eye sight making you look fuzzy? I looked at you with my glasses on then I lowered my face so I could see you without me specs on. I tell you both times I had to do a double-take cuz you looked like one of those pac-man type characters scurrying around the board trying to stay ahead of the gobbler so you don't get gobbled-up. The left side of your phenomenal face looked a bit frayed and fuzzy. Course, like I sez it's probably just my eye sight failing me a bit. Doh! Anywho, your looking good darling, I can tell darling... which puts me in the mind of the happy, 'ol Louis Armstong number; "Hello, Harry, Well, Hello Louie! It's so nice to have you back home where you belong. You're looking swell, Manny I can tell, Danny You're still glowin', you're still crowin 'You're still goin' strong". Yes Moon, your still glowing and going strong... even tho' you are playing trix on me. Oh yeah... we talked about that, it's my eye sight. Thanks for the cameo appearance Sachmo!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Happy Birthday!

No way could I not be drenched in memories of you today, brother. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I hope to feel a bit of heaven today. I hope you can feel a little bit of goodness from here. ~ Always, Your "Titer"
I Will Remember You
by Sarah McLachlan

Here's one for me... Along Comes Mary by The Association

Monday, September 21, 2009

Comics Relief

A cartoonist extraordinaire combines fantastic imagination, timeless wisdom, simple ink and paper to make pages come alive with an anything but ordinary comic strip. What a partnership, what a wildly wonderful twosome consisting of a precocious puddin-head little boy and a loyal, constant companion & stuffed animal in the form of a tiger? Calvin & Hobbes is the brainchild, of one, Bill Watterson who spotlights imaginary friends and makes them come alive with an unbridled exuberance that only the young and young at heart can appreciate.

In the thick comic book of brilliance that makes for "Something Under The Bed is Drooling- A Calvin and Hobbes Collection by Bill Watterson-- Calvin is shown crying seemingly uncontrollably after finding out the little rescue raccoon died; Moans...Whahh!! he cries, Whahh!!! "The raccoon died!" His father tries to console him, saying; "He died warm and safe." Calvin sobs, Sniff. "I know out there he's gone, but he's not gone inside me."

All I can say is: I feel your pain little guy. Good thing you got Hobbes... sniff.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Your Smile

So I woke-up in the middle of the night a couple of nights ago to let the dog's out. I stepped outside to see if you were there. Yup, there you were, smiling that big, beautiful smile of yours. You looked like you were waiting for someone to talk to. You looked happy just hanging out, quietly illuminating the southwestern skies. As usual, whenever possible, on constant alert, live and direct from the cosmo's.. I want you to know how much I appreciate you. Your timeless radiance through the years... has proven over and over, how valuable you are to me and countless others also humbled by your stellar light. You continue to enhance the quality of my life more than I know how to adaquately convey. I have often found myself aware of your aura during the day even before your night time, monthly full throttle, grand entrance. Your powerful place in the heavens, as undeniable as it is, soft & subtle. How do you do that? I don't really care. Just know... the light of your smile affects me like only the light and love of the holy one who created all things can do. For all the breathtaking, peaceful, profound moments you have provided... Thank you! You are a wonderful friend. So often, without words you calm me down or stir me up... quite simply just being there... serene and strong. Just want you to know I hold you close to my heart and soul and will always look up to you ~

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Precarious, Placid, Precocious, Precious, Passionate, Powerful, Productive?

What's it gonna be, September?

Well, I reckon we're just gonna have to go with the whole kitten-ka-boodle. I'll take all the "P" word's in the Title for $1000 please.