*June 22nd is an important time... celestial changes in the works as the world turns, life on earth attempts to maintain balance, this planets axis shifts right on schedule, day dancing with night as night turns into day...time, space... matters relative to the heavens and earth. The world welcomes a certain individual who with a grateful heart offers in return; goodness, a gentle touch, kindness, creativity, authenticity and crazy cute stuff. So Pink, pretty and precious, Thank you for so much, for so long, with everything I have and with all my heart I say; Happy Birthday Pink!!!
Like the title of one of FF's best story books and what I would like to say to you had I been there the day you were born is; "Welcome to the World Baby Girl" Thank you for what you are about to do forever more...which is...make life lovlier, softer and much more livable for me and many more.
With love,
from me ~
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Luna Llena (Full Moon)
Oh that sumptuous, opulant moon. What a planet. What a view we take in from it's awesome aura as the slightest motion of it's mass moves one to reflect on what was, what is and what will be. That swollen orb, that compells us toward it's stratosphere transporting us to places we don't recognize, places that jolt us into behavior that is nontypical, places in the heart and head that stretch one's imagination and calls on you and me with the breath of an angel and the depth of infinity, the stunning sight sometimes too beautiful to look at directly, turn away and look again, gaze upon and stare at hypnotically. It's a full moon that can drive humankind mad with mayhem brewing in the caldran of the mind yet delights the heavens with delirium by it's silver, buttery radiance, miraculous, majestic...timeless. ¡Ay yi yi La Luna Llena! How sweet it is. •○
Saturday, June 07, 2008
Respiratory System
Mark, yesterday marked the 14th year since you've made your transition on to another place and time. Man we miss you like crazy. I take a great deal of comfort in thinking; The last breath you exhaled on earth was the first breath you inhaled in heaven. Every little and big thing I've learned, know to be true and believe, tells me you are in a better place.
Your death on June 6, 1994 around 10:10 PM mountain daylight time created a timeline for me, for those of us who got the wind knocked out of us something ugly upon your departure from this cruel, crazy, beautiful world. Life and times while you were here and my life after your passing...there is a definite void without you even tho you are very much still thought of, referred to and loved. It's just that it's a different era since you've been gone. I still and will always consider us twins but where are you?
Precious life, a limb has been amputated from my existence. I make do, no doubt make the best of it... life without you... but daamn sometimes that dastardly grief and all the funky stages involved get me by the short and curlies, at the most inconvenient times and kind of bitch-slap-me around...and let me tell you it ain't pretty. It passes, reminiscent of a hot flash, the roar subsides into a dull aching purr, a chronic pain that is there, reminding me that I'm not gonna get a call to brief me on the upcoming game statistics, personal profiles and the backgrounds of key players, the stuff that made a game (whatever sport) interesting and why we want this team or that one to win. I'm not gonna get a call to invite me over for a round of Liverpool (card game played w/2 decks), nor get together with friends nor to tell me Barny's in a fix on The Andy Griffith Show.
Just getting a little sentimental and blue about you. I'm on my way to host a radio program. I'll put on music I know you love and I'll think of you endearingly with longing and love.
I said what I had to say for now brother. Talk to you later ~
Your death on June 6, 1994 around 10:10 PM mountain daylight time created a timeline for me, for those of us who got the wind knocked out of us something ugly upon your departure from this cruel, crazy, beautiful world. Life and times while you were here and my life after your passing...there is a definite void without you even tho you are very much still thought of, referred to and loved. It's just that it's a different era since you've been gone. I still and will always consider us twins but where are you?
Precious life, a limb has been amputated from my existence. I make do, no doubt make the best of it... life without you... but daamn sometimes that dastardly grief and all the funky stages involved get me by the short and curlies, at the most inconvenient times and kind of bitch-slap-me around...and let me tell you it ain't pretty. It passes, reminiscent of a hot flash, the roar subsides into a dull aching purr, a chronic pain that is there, reminding me that I'm not gonna get a call to brief me on the upcoming game statistics, personal profiles and the backgrounds of key players, the stuff that made a game (whatever sport) interesting and why we want this team or that one to win. I'm not gonna get a call to invite me over for a round of Liverpool (card game played w/2 decks), nor get together with friends nor to tell me Barny's in a fix on The Andy Griffith Show.
Just getting a little sentimental and blue about you. I'm on my way to host a radio program. I'll put on music I know you love and I'll think of you endearingly with longing and love.
I said what I had to say for now brother. Talk to you later ~
Monday, May 26, 2008
In Memoriam
Dear Son, daughter, father, brother, best friend... called upon to protect our precious freedom and liberties, our rights and privilege's not everyone, everywhere enjoy. I think about you often. I am grateful and hold an enormous amount of respect for what you are doing and for what you did. You are missed and still loved and thought of by many everywhere, often.
To brother, sister, family,friend who have transitioned on;
I am forlorn, such an obvious void without you. Grief strikes without warning as heartache hums it's haunting tune, loneliness echoes delicately in the background then subsides until the next wave of longing rushes in. To say "we miss you" sounds so inadequate, vague...but true. We long to share life with you as we remember the reasons we love you then, now and forever.
To brother, sister, family,friend who have transitioned on;I am forlorn, such an obvious void without you. Grief strikes without warning as heartache hums it's haunting tune, loneliness echoes delicately in the background then subsides until the next wave of longing rushes in. To say "we miss you" sounds so inadequate, vague...but true. We long to share life with you as we remember the reasons we love you then, now and forever.
Friday, May 23, 2008
Re: May 23
Taking stock of my treasures on this day, my favorite day; I find the people we embrace and take into our hearts whether for moment or a lifetime have the awesome capacity to truly enhance the quality of our lives and render our shine...shinier, our happiness...happier, turn a negative into a positive while filling us us with joy, jubilation, gladness and glee, and manage to create more light, make life more livable, laughable and lovely. ¡Ay que Rico! Oh how Rich!
Monday, May 19, 2008
Moon River
The full moon rising from the east hovering, lingering in the sky, the night waits, watches, beckons to the moons every call. The distance between the comforting, calm, mighty moon and me is vast yet with a glance, a gaze, the fascination, wonder and awe of the power and beauty of the moon, with a blink of an eye... the connection beyond the miles and limitations of space and time. The transparent atmosphere bridges the gap and the moon seems as close to me as my own heart beat ~
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Way to Go Sparky!!!
Sparky receiving University of New Mexico Meritorious Service Award from Governor Jerry Apodaca in 1986. 
~ We love you Mom ~
~ We love you Mom ~
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